Wednesday, December 2, 2009
Macbeth
You are being watched, or heard though a mike... Big Brother Is ALWAYS Present...
Digging by Seamus Heaney
Digging- Seamus Heaney
Between my finger and my thumbThe squat pen rests;as snug as a gun.
Under my window a clean rasping sound
When the spade sinks into gravelly ground:
My father, digging. I look down
Till his straining rump among the flowerbeds
Bends low, comes up twenty years away
Stooping in rhythm through potato drills
Where he was digging.
The coarse boot nestled on the lug, the shaft
Against the inside knee was levered firmly.
He rooted out tall tops, buried the bright edge deep
To scatter new potatoes that we picked
Loving their cool hardness in our hands.
By God, the old man could handle a spade,
Just like his old man.
My grandfather could cut more turf in a day
Than any other man on Toner's bog.
Once I carried him milk in a bottle
Corked sloppily with paper.
He straightened up
To drink it, then fell to right away
Nicking and slicing neatly, heaving sods
Over his shoulder, digging down and down
For the good turf. Digging.
The cold smell of potato mold, the squelch and slap
Of soggy peat, the curt cuts of an edge
Through living roots awaken in my head.
But I've no spade to follow men like them.
Between my finger and my thumb
The squat pen rests.
I'll dig with it.
In This poem there is a lot of imagery. It plays with the colors of the flowers, the hardness of the shovel and the dirt, how time passes in routine and finally a pen resting in my hands. For that is my way of "digging", this is what I can do.
There is so much going on in this poem and yet nothing at all. So much to speculate about, yet i shall only talk about routine.
More than 20 years have passed, the field changing from a potato one to a garden of flowers. This tells us, besides the fact that life is easier now [from necesity to hobby], that digging has always been done, the fathers father and his grandfather, your typical family herloom found in nature. The father will die and the flowers and memory will live on,the own author may even take up the spade to keep the memory and so on the chain will go.
Or maybe its routine,something human kind has to do. Keep itself occupied to be able to live peacefully. No bored human is a happy. Yet if our routine is not interesting, boring it is still something we are used to. It keeps a pace in our life. Who knows what would happen with idle humans? The father has the movement down to a pinch, he has done this alwyas-or so we are led to believe.
Who are we if we don't know how to do anything?
Sunday, November 22, 2009
She Walks In Beauty
"She walks in beauty" is a poem about a wonderful woman...a beautiful being.
Besides the fact that she is physically appealing [or so we are led to believe] what makes her so.. perfect is the fact that she is an equilibrium in between light and dark. She is calm like the night, equally as mysterious, and pure. Most of all pure. She is innocent and we can be sure no tear has fallen upon thy brow, no frown adorned her face.
Yet is this true beauty? For the author possibly, yet this innocence sounds somewhat more like being naive to me. Can one be beautiful this way? Blondes are supposed ot be stupid due to the fact that they are beautiful and don’t have to know to get far, a little cleavage a kiss etc is enough. This is somewhat the same. She is beautiful and innocent. She has no lived life at its fullest. I may not be as beautiful as the person described but I have lived, I have known some of the world, and due to these experiences I know how to carry myself and can believe myself… “sexy”. Not necessarily sexy but great part of the allure, either in a man or a woman, is being how you want o be seen. I can do this. I have cried, I have wept, I have laughed and loved, fought and made-up.
She is beautiful, of that there is no doubt yet no crease of the forehead…how much can she know?
If what I understand is so… would you be handsome, or beautiful at the cost of being blissfully, naively happy?
I am sorry… I would not.
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Raging,Dying,Living
Life...a series of moments, emotions, mistakes,adrenaline... vomiting from alcohol, your first roller coaster, The Kiss, being offered marihuana, being hit on,your first trip with your friends ALONE, graduating, living,loving... Life
Life is like a roller coaster wit ups and downs,with imagining things and building your expectations up even if they will only crsah again.
How long does this last? your whole life...sounds like a lot... but what really happens is that we are so into "living" it, pressuerd to amke choices and "go on" that before we know it we are already graduating!! and going to COLLEGE!!!
How?
When?
What The... coff coff you get the point... :p
Even old as "wise ones who have known life" there is always something new to do, or simply somewhere we have to leave our footprint in the sand of time without letting the waves wash it away.
Humans fear death. It is not a question but a fact and statement. Why? Because we feel small against something we can't control. Even before maturing completly we have been drilled against the dying of the light, death is permanenty, death is sadness, death is sorrow, death is pain.
I am not going to say something like "make the best of it" because whatever we do death will always catch up, be we gay, addicts, presidents, ghandi or "normal". What we can do is make sure that by the time we are wise old ones we have split a tree in two somewhere along the way. Fight it if you can recover...
This poem in itself actually si completly against death...and that can be most easily explained in the last stanza as this one is directed to Dylan Thomas' father... it is never easy to let go a friend, a partner/loved one... and apparently it wasn't easy for dylan thomas to let go of his father;i am not saying it is for me, just that that is why it has been written like this.
Nonetheless, they are very wise words...
!!!RaGe AgAiNST the DyIng Of The LiGht!!! [also against "bad" which is dark...live a life who can be proud of]
I shall no leave you with this though:
one fo the rites to enter heaven was answer TWO questions honestly... simple enough,short enough...
Has there been Joy in Your Life?
Have You brought Joy to Someone Else's Life?
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Gently Don't Go Somewhere Dark From Where You May Not Come Back
Rage against the machine
Rage Against Opression and injustice...
Rage against the DyINg oF tHe LiGhT!!!
who? young people who have possibilitys? energy?
NO
2 " Old age should burn and rave at close of day"
5-6 "wise men do not go gentle because their words had forked no lighting"
Good Men
Wild Men
Grave Men
...my father...
everyone is worthy of forking lightning of playing with fire, catch the sun in flight and fire, even if you burn yourself-what matters is you reached the sun!
This poem is about not dying,about holding onto life... psh what person can't accept we al die? Everyone... death is something everyone has a commmon fear of, either because they want to do something, they don't want pain, or simply because there is no living after that.
rage against the dying of the light!
can we do that? not really but we can make our downfall something valuable and significant. The wise ones dont wish to go without having given something to the world. What si important isnt dying but how you get around to it,maybe even suicide is a vaible way IF and only IF it WILL change the world or minimum a soceitys dogmas and the such.
Letting go is hard, we believe that things dont last forever and that is why material objects friendships are held in such high self esteem. i am not inspired for writing this at all... i think i will begin another... dut
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
When I Have Fears I May Cease To Be...
When I have fears I may cease to be
Before my pen has glean'd my teeming brain
Before high pled books, in charact'ry
Hold like rich garners the full ripen'd grain;
When I Behold,upon the nigt's starr'd face,
Huge cloudy symbols of a high romance,
And think that I may nere live to trace
Their shadows, with the magic hand of chance;
And when I feel, fair creature of an hour,
That I shall nere look upon thee more,
Never have relish in the faery power
Of reflecting love-then on the shore
Of the wide world I stand alone, and think
Till Love and Fame to nothingness do sink.
Mmm as my first post, it is interesting that it is also the name of my blog.I like the last line though...so... so what?
:D
The first four lines are about what the writer would like to get done before dying: expressing his ideas, having th "ripened grain" which means having harvested his poems and writing. He wishes to se his writing published and well known before he dies.
In the second stanza he refers to the mysteries of life and regrets hi will die without understanding them or "tracing them".
The third quatrain is about his love, and how he will never be able to relive it again after dying. He believes everything will be lost in death.
In the last two lines Keat broods over life. He says he will stand alone and think about what into nothigness will become. I believe he chose those two words "love" and "fame" because they were very important in his life. This can be percieved thanks to the fact that the first stanza is about fame [his works ripened] and the third one is about love. That which he most cares about will be lost in death and that is what he really fears,not death in itself but losing what is precious to him..being lost into history; becoming part of a yard sale instead belonging in a library,so as to say.